Ex-familly

I talked to my ex-mother in law just now. Yesterday my ex called me to check how I am doing, because he got a call from his mother, that had red my blogs and wondered how I was.

I think it is sweet that she cares that much ♥ I know that most find it hard to understand that I still have contact with my ex-boyfriends familly and that I still am friends with my ex.

My father for example told me that he thinks that it is strange that we are sharing the car. I don't think that it is strange at all! I have heard how many times that doesn't feel strange to hang out with my ex now that I have a new boyfriend. No, not really, my boyfriend is so understanding about it. He might not allways like it, and sometimes he finds it hard, but overall it doesn't feel strange. How it feels for my ex, I don't exactly know, how it feels for my boyfriend, I don't exactly know. I know only what they tell me.

They have been at the same time at the same place, and it wasn't a complete disaster, it was almost okay. Even though my boyfriend is sure that my ex wasn't completly comfortable with it.

Anyway, before my ex and I got together I concidered him to be one of my best friends. I still do! He has allways been my friend, and I am not going to loose a friend just because we aren't in love with each other anymore!

And as I have so many times said, I separated from my ex, I didn't separate from his familly. How they feel about me having a new boyfriend. I don't have the slightest idea! I have actually not even brought up the subject, I feel like it is not my place to talk to them about an other boyfriend! If they bring it up, of course I can talk about it and answer, because then it is their decision.

As long as I am welcome there I will keep in contact with them. They were a very important part of my life for 5 years, 5½.

How does my boyfriend feel about me visiting my ex's familly? He is not happy about it, I am sure of that. But I am also sure that he would not forbid me to visit them. But happy...never! He would probably call one of his friends (I have one specific in mind :) ) to tell him exactly what he feels about it! And I am happy that he does! ...okay, let's put it in present time! I would be happy if he did :) Because right now I am not on my way to visit them. It will probably be after newyears. I wanted to go before christmas, but apparently christmas is here soon!

I have to get started with the christmascards! And the christmaspresents!! Do I even need christmaspresents this year?? Christmas is here soon. I know what I want for christmas. I want a kiss from the man I love ♥ Because if I can get that, it means that he is back with me!

(But I want him to be is his own country in february, to celebrate his boys birthday! So I can ask santa for a sewing mashine instead!)